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Who Am I Now?

Can I dig it?  Yes, I can.
 

 

Best Laid Plans

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Stuck

But its ok.  This chick transports.
 



 

Pain

 
Hard to watch the video of the Santa Barbara killer. The child was very twisted. Resentful because he couldn't get a girl. His social anxiety rotted and morphed into a homicidal pathology. Yet, nerdy kids like the ones in the following video look so very similar, but rise and create such joy and transcendence! If only the killer could have found such expression!



Device Delight

Shuffle feature dialed up a fun combo today.  
 





 

April's Fool


Happy St Valentine's Day

The seventh posting of the annual St. Valentine's Day song.  And May The Blessed Heavenly Saint Intercede On Our Behalf Today, His Feast Day, And Send Us All The Lovin We Can Handle.  Amen
 

Carry Me

Close listening doesn't work with electronic music and me.  I get upset and anxious because I can't hear the product that results in the touch of humans beings on physical matter.  But hold on.....I realized that if I just let it be...as a kind of textured layer to the air around me....it actually seeps into the molecules in my body....and it "feels" very very good!  Kinda sneaky that.
 

Apropro of the human touch thing....I can't play a kazoo.  All the following talk is totally above my head but....I know cool when I hear it!  I saw the show she speaks of...more cool indeed.
 



 

I Look Around Me

Yum to this!  Always loved this song.... I sang it in the car as I drove home alone on the afternoon I lost my virginity in a too long postponed but very exotic manner oh those long long years ago.  This band became Sun Kil Moon, whose album April is one of my current favorites.  There's a new one due in February.  
 

 

Is Anybody Out There?

 

Did Hlpflwthat's spam help you to find this blog?  The man is helpful with that.   Apparently a connectivity mastermind.  I'll check in, via his road map, again later to see if anybody has posted any blogs.  Fingers crossed. My blog's dashboard has been upgraded!  The Outlook for this wrap around is seeming

better and better  Here's a serendipitious toe tapper, (a GREAT recording!)   for your listening enjoyement.

 


NYC Serenade

This song has a visceral effect on me.   The atmosphere it calls up is sooooo familiar.  Sends me back to a time before driver's licenses and boy friends......   To a time when we hung out on the streets of the city in wandering, roaming packs, teenagers on the hunt.... in love with life.  He wrote this song at the exact same time as I was living it.  ITs about the same place, the same air.    Its truth....Its the real deal.

 




Likewise

Diggin this and wanting more.......

 

Trials

ITs really heating up around here.  the stress is piling on.....my body has that panicked feeling .....more bad news x other bad news x critical developements needing decisions and commitments and strategies.... all of this coming to a head at the same time......  I woke up this morning  with this in my head....I haven't heard it since I was a little girl.   How the hell am I going to navigate and make the right decisions when I have a juke box for a brain!

And him!   Every bit of advice he's given me...is wrong. 

But really.....I think my body would have just seized up and given out right now from stress without his tender touch.   Breathe......deep.
 

Closing Time

I love my blog.  Its so nice and cozy in here.  I never see any blog activity on my feed.  And I don't see a category on my home page to see any other people's  EP blogs.. That's a shame but my music blog will go on... this is another one for the files..  Eric Clapton redid the following song on his new CD. 'Old Soc'.....I like it alot!  Its great but I  can't find that version. Here's an old one he did...... this song brings back a memory.

Way back when, oh let me see.....1977 or so, i worked the closing shift at a supermarket.   All my coworkers were  young and it was a fun time in my life.  We stayed open till midnight, and almost every night, just as we were making the closing announcements, one of our favorite customers would inevitiably come in for a few last minute purchases.  He was a grand old gent.  Wore his hat jaunty, tilted on the side of his head.   Nine times out of ten, he would come directly from the bar so he was usually feeling no pain.  He was just a happy guy.  As we closed up the store, he sometimes serenaded us with the following song.   We could  hear him all over the store as he walked up and down the aisles.   He put a smile on every single one of our faces.  And a little blush too.  He had a devilish wink!  I wish I could remember his name.  I sure do remember his spirit.   

 





Find A Way

Geeze.   Bein hit from a few different directions at the same time. One of those times in life when you look back later and say somethin like,  "should have done....."   But what?"  One things for sure, I don't want to be knocked down. Whatever happens, best to keep cool, cool, cool.  Stress kills and living is good.  

Deep, long sustaining breaths.

 

Old School

The ear plugs are gathering dust in the corner of the desk over there since school ended and  I"m not waiting in bus lines anymore.  Should put them away.  Anyway, the stereo is playing this.......so pretty.  She's a musical treasure trove, that's for sure.

 


 

Album Trailer

Oh goody!   Her last one never got old.

 
 

Counting Down

T minus 25 days.  Yikes!

 
 

Device Delight

Got some new CD's and loaded them up to all my devices.  My music is always, always, always bought, paid for and very much appreciated and utilized.  : )

 

 


A live version of a beautiful song!

 
Studio version.

 

And this popped up in my head  
one night as an earworm.  Darned thing woke me up out of a sound sleep!


God Particles

My Dad  took the family out for Easter dinner again this year.  Its always so nice not to have to cook or clean up afterwards.  So relaxing.   At one point, my sister was saying something, I don't remember what, when her husband suddenly put his hand down on the table.  She turned to him and asked him what it was she was saying that he could possibly be objecting to.   He wondered  why she reads purpose into the most casual moves he makes. We all laughed so hard recounting  the ways the situation was familiar to all of us.  My sister and her husband have been married for 33 years, my husband and I for 29, my parents for 61!  We wives are  so sensitive to the changes that our husband's make in the molecular field around them at this point......to a ridiculous extent,  but...... if we didn't care, we wouldn't care.  

 


 

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Previous Posts
Who Am I Now?, posted August 11th, 2014
Best Laid Plans, posted July 4th, 2014, 1 comment
Stuck, posted June 25th, 2014
Pain, posted May 24th, 2014, 2 comments
Device Delight, posted May 15th, 2014, 2 comments
April's Fool, posted April 1st, 2014, 1 comment
Happy St Valentine's Day, posted February 14th, 2014
Carry Me, posted January 22nd, 2014
I Look Around Me, posted January 18th, 2014, 1 comment
Is Anybody Out There?, posted December 26th, 2013, 5 comments
NYC Serenade, posted November 7th, 2013
Likewise, posted September 5th, 2013
Trials, posted August 29th, 2013
Closing Time, posted August 16th, 2013, 3 comments
Find A Way, posted July 29th, 2013
Old School, posted July 17th, 2013, 2 comments
Album Trailer, posted June 11th, 2013
Counting Down, posted June 4th, 2013
Device Delight, posted April 15th, 2013, 3 comments
God Particles, posted April 6th, 2013, 2 comments
Blood Ink, posted March 23rd, 2013
Flesh and Dust, posted February 14th, 2013
Trouble So Good, posted February 13th, 2013
Device Delight, posted January 30th, 2013
Daddy Sang For Us, posted December 20th, 2012
Boom Boom Boom, posted November 21st, 2012
The Road To Heaven, posted October 26th, 2012
Device Delight, posted October 16th, 2012
Yes Dear, posted October 4th, 2012, 2 comments
A Perfect Pairing, posted September 26th, 2012, 3 comments
Happy Belated Anniversery to Us, posted September 25th, 2012
Fresh, posted September 4th, 2012
Embers, posted August 16th, 2012, 2 comments
Mysterium Tremendum, posted August 2nd, 2012
We Don't Have To Say Goodbye If We All Go, posted July 10th, 2012
Aimee, posted July 6th, 2012
Hooray!, posted June 28th, 2012
Moonrise Kingdom, posted June 24th, 2012, 10 comments
If You Don't Know Jorma, You don't know Jack, posted June 12th, 2012
A Candle for Mom, posted May 9th, 2012, 2 comments
Full Screen, posted April 15th, 2012, 2 comments
Along For The Ride, posted April 4th, 2012, 2 comments
The Annual St. Valentine's Day Song, posted February 14th, 2012, 1 comment
Dolores, posted February 12th, 2012, 2 comments
Go Giants!, posted February 8th, 2012, 4 comments
The Janitor's Boy, posted January 29th, 2012
Joni, posted January 21st, 2012, 2 comments
For The Files, posted January 18th, 2012, 2 comments
Back And Forth And Up And Down, posted January 3rd, 2012, 1 comment
Come On Down, posted December 30th, 2011
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